A Brand New Chapter

From AuditionSEA to AuditionPH, gave me the chance to meet and befriended many people. This so called online friendship comes and goes like a wind, constantly changing and moving. It won't stop for anyone, not even me.

Online romance is the same. It makes me realise that one should never set his/her sights online, but should look around at the people around you. It doesn't work no matter how much effort you put in. Over time, the person you thought you started to know and understand, turned out to be a different person. Trust is the basic fundamental of everything; be it family, friendship or relationship. The person I put my trust in has never trusted me and I ended up being a jail bird to her own imaginary world of untrust. To me, that is my worst nightmare during my 3 years with Audition. I'm glad I have closed that chapter in my life. At the same time, I have to thank her. If not for her, I won't realise how lucky I am to have the best guy in my life. He is always there for me, forever giving and never complains even when we were at our worst time.

I haven't been online for a month. During this period, it makes me wonder how many family members still feel the same about me. Or that their warmth have turned lukewarm? And there are more months to come that I won't be free for my online friends the day I become a mother, which isn't that far away from now. Will they wait for my return and understand my absence during this period?

I had disappeared from the family for 7 months before. This time, I will not know when I'll be free to be back online and join everyone again. One thing I am sure is that, my feelings for everyone and this family will not change. No matter how busy I am with my life, even if I am not online on game, I'll drop by this website to update everyone on my life and my soon to be added family member. She will be the focus of my life once she joins us in this world. When? I do not know. She is too eager to see the world that I have to take medication to stop her from joining us too soon. Hope she's willing to wait for another 2 weeks at least.

I sincerely wish everyone in the family good health and happiness. I miss each and everyone of you. Out of sight doesn't mean out of mind for my case. Till the day we meet online again, I sincerely hope that our hearts are still bonded together under the same rainbow sky...

*An early hello from baby Shena to the family. Not very clear but still can see her cute chubby face =)